The final stretch...

Well as of tomorrow I am officially 38 weeks...

Officially going to be a mother...

Officially responsible for another life...

Officially TERRIFIED!

I am so excited, nervous, terrified and overwhelmed that I don't know quite what to do with myself. Thanks to our awesome friends and family we literally have EVERYTHING besides a digital camera for Aiden. All his clothes are washed, the bassinet is set up all we need now is the little guy to make his appearance. I have run it over in my head a thousand times of how I think he is going to show up. Will he be late, early, on time? Will my water break? There is so much running through my mind I'm surprised I get anything done anymore! Thankfully I am on summer break from school or I would be failing all my classes I am so distracted! Speaking of classes, those start back up in August which should be a real challenge raising a newborn and focusing on college. I can do it though!! :)

I am terrible at keeping up with this thing and am sure it will get even worse when he is here. I just hope that everything goes well! Here are a few pictures of my belly as of now! I am still keeping my bump progression pictures up to date. It's so strange to see how much I have grown over the past 9 months.

I realized that I have not really talked about Jake much in this blog. He has been my number one support system through this whole thing and I have no idea what I would do without him. I know that's how it is supposed to be, but from past experience, it doesn't always work like that. He has kept me calm and kept the stress at bay. He has been working two jobs to support our little family and I hope he realizes how much I appreciate him. He is going to be an amazing father and I am so excited to see him with Aiden! I love you babe!






p.s...as I type this, my little man has the hiccups! :) He gets so angry when he has them and rolls around like crazy! I love it!

Growth scan update :)

Well we had our growth scan on Tuesday and I'm not going to lie, it scared me a little. When I think babies I think tiny little cuddly babies, but it looks like ours is going to be a monster! haha His legs alone are already measuring 9 inches and his "little" feet at 3 1/2! She guessed that he will be at least 23 inches at birth! His weight at this point won't be too extreme as he should be about high 8 to low 9 lbs. I am crossing my fingers for the 8 lbs! :) He already has a little bit of hair and we could see it on the ultrasound! He was being so stubborn and hiding his face! He is still head down which is awesome and according to my Dr he shouldn't flip back over. :)

It's starting to get so hot here, it's 101 today and it's only going to get worse. The days are dragging and I am stuck in the house! Jake has been working long nasty hours! He has a job interview tomorrow at his uncle's company so keep your fingers crossed that he can get this job! The salary increase, benefits and hours would be fabulous!!!

I am trying to get everything ready for the little guy but it is so hard having to wait till after my second shower to get the rest of the items we need. Oh well! We both really thought about it and except for a few little things if he were to come today (which we are praying wouldn't happen!) we would be pretty ready for him. If he wants to come a few weeks early that would be fine with me, the less time during the summer I have to be pregnant the better! :) As long as he stays in there till at least 37 weeks! :)

Well, here are some pictures from the ultrasound, we have a little chunky monkey in there!!! His cheeks looks so fat I love it! In one of the pictures its really hard to make out his face because his umbilical cord was in the way.

Until the next time..... :)

33 week update!

Well I am officially 33 weeks as of midnight. Our little man is doing awesome and is a CRAZY child! He moves around pretty much all day now, it still absolutely blows my mind.

Baby shower #1 was so much fun! We got a lot of awesome stuff! There is only a small list of stuff that we still need before he gets here. My next shower isn't until I am 37 weeks, that should be interesting. I am going to be HUGE but it's okay. :)

We have our growth ultrasound on Tuesday so we'll get to see our little man and they will hopefully have a good idea of what his birth weight is going to be. I am crossing my fingers it won't be anything over 9 lbs! (Wishful thinking according to everyone) I am so excited to see him, it's been forever and I'm so anxious to see how different he looks. Well I will update again after we have our ultrasound on Tuesday!

Here are some pictures from the baby shower :)

31 weeks and counting!

A lot of pictures!! The last one I just took a little bit ago. He has been rolling around so much and I have never caught a picture, until now! It just blows my mind to think about how big he is getting. I have my next appointment on Tuesday and i'm going to be scheduling my next ultrasound!! I'm so excited to see him. I realized the other day that I haven't seen him since I was 19 weeks and we were just find out that he was a HE! :)

My sister and I made a diaper cake for my showers. It turned out SO cute, we still have a few finishing touches to make to it but I love it and I'm not going to want to take it apart. I can't believe how much some people pay for those things! Speaking of baby showers, my first one is next weekend and I am so excited about it!!

It's getting so overwhelming to think about how soon he is going to be here. I can't believe that in two months I am going to be holding him. I say it all the time but it's just so surreal. This pregnancy has FLOWN by and I don't think I am quite ready for it to be over. I mean I was MISERABLE the first few months but now I love it. I am really going to miss feeling him roll around all day.

29 weeks!!

Well today officially makes me 29 weeks!! I can't believe that in a little over 2 months my little man will be here. It's so scary to think about.

A little update, I had my Dr's appointment Friday, everything looks awesome, only gained 2 pounds!! I was SURE I had gained about 20 because of how big my stomach is getting but nope! My fundal height is 30cm now, big boy!! I have my growth scan around 33 weeks to check my little man and see how he's doing. Since we think he is going be big, she said depending on how he looks at the growth scan we might have to do another one closer to birth. Which I would not mind, I LOVE seeing him!! :)I also had the nasty glucose test! It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be (I got fruit punch as an option) but near the end of the drink it got pretty nasty. Considering I had food poisoning a few days before and was not feeling totally back to normal yet, it wasn't sitting right. I am just hoping I passed because I don't know how I would live through the 3 hour!!

He is not the size of a squash according to the baby websites! He sure feels bigger because I am getting kicked and punched every other minute! I love watching him move around in there, it's so crazy to see. It still doesn't feel quite real that I have a baby growing inside me. I know that sounds so stupid because I sure look like I am smugging a beach ball under my shirt but it's just such a mind blowing situation!!

I went shopping last weekend with my Aunt and Grandma, they have been so awesome and are THRILLED about having a new little baby to spoil! They bought him an Eddie Bauer car seat and stroller combo and I am in love with it!! Then my Aunt called me yesterday and said "Your grandma and I are out shopping again...." haha This little guy is going to be S-P-O-I-L-E-D thats for sure! She wants to go shopping next weekend with my sister and I again, she cracks me up!!

Well it's 8am on a Sunday and I can't fall back asleep. The "uncomfortable" is starting to set in and I find myself really annoyed at times, totally expected though. I need to take a picture of my 29 week belly but i'll do it later! My tattoo hasn't really done anything yet, knock on wood, I am hoping that it doesn't stretch too much in the next 10 weeks, its held out awesome this far!! I think I got it far enough on my side that its missing the stretching stomach! haha

88 days...REALLY??

It's very interesting to see my number of days drop like flies. I can't believe that in 88 days we will have our little guy here. It's a terrifying thought. There is so much that needs to be done before then! Not only do we have to move AFTER he is here, but I can't set up his nursery until we move. It's really stressing me out because I don't feel like I can prepare anything. We have the changing table set up in our room and that is about the only baby furniture we have right now. The crib is still at my parents because we see no reason in setting it up here just to take it down a few weeks later.

I came to the conclusion the other day while walking through target that I am thankful we aren't having a girl right now. Considering that money is tight with only Jake working, we would be TOTALLY broke from me buying all the adorable girl clothes I see!! I do have to keep myself out of carters and gap because they have some amazing little boys things.

I'm starting to get more uncomfortable now. Last night I was having trouble getting comfortable before bed, he was either pressing on my lungs or I was burning up! These are also the moments where I realize how amazing of a guy Jake is. Even though he had been working all day and had to be up early the next, he got up and rubbed my back, totally relaxed me and I passed out.

I have the annoying glucose test next week. NOT looking forward to that even though I have heard it's not too terrible. I believe that my bi-weekly appointments start soon as well. I can't believe how fast everything is going. It's almost depressing to think that I only have 3 months left of my FIRST pregnancy. I will never be pregnant for the "first" time again. It's bittersweet but I am so excited to meet this little guy. Jake and I were taking bets on what color eyes he will have. It's pretty much 50/50 but I would love for him to have blue eyes. :)

Anyways, here is my week 27 picture! It's time to attempt to get comfortable, providing the little guy cooperates! :)

I'm on HIS schedule!

Well it's 1:30 AM and I cannot fall asleep. Seems like the little guy has me on his schedule because he is sure wide awake and kicking. He's throwing a little party in there and I get to watch from the outside! :)

This is something I am REALLY going to miss once he is here, I love feeling him kick and being able to see it, it's a crazy experience!

Well I can't believe that I am almost 26 weeks, and almost into my 3rd trimester!! Before I know it the little guy will be here, aahhhh I am so not ready for that yet!!!

:) Now my little man needs to go to sleep so I can get some shut eye!